That’s what time I am getting home.
I just found “What About Bob,” on Hulu. “I feel good. I feel great. I feel wonderful.”
I’m finally eating dinner. Elios Cheese Pizza, which seems to be my college student meal of choice.
I went to bed last night at almost 1am.
I was up at 6.
I got J. up.
Started laundry.
Read.
At 6:45 I got up R.
I switched over said laundry. I started a new load.
I helped J. pack her lunch for her field trip and then my day was off and running.
I got started on Science.
Rich said we should do lunch. I agreed with Rich.
Back outside like Dora the Explorer to take pictures of the damn trees for my science class.

I made it home just in time for my two hour zoom class.
I was fidgety so I washed dishes while I listened to zoom.
Signed off of zoom and went to work.
Tried to make it to the football game before it ended. I made it with 3 seconds on the clock. Maybe that’s a small win. Still haven’t decided.
Carted around a few teenagers and made my way home.
Tomorrow, I have already decided I am sleeping in. I’m hoping my body let’s me sleep until 8. I’m pretty sure my mind will have me up by 6, feeling guilty about taking time from my studies.
I’m not writing for a pep talk. I know I can do it. And I will. I’ve been through harder. I’m tired.
Usually I’d write this in my journal. However I didn’t grab it before I sat down so there my journal is and here I am now.
My phone was the next best thing.
I want to cross stitch. I have a few Christmas presents I want to start on. I want to sleep more.
I ended week seven today. I’m officially halfway through the semester. Week eight starts Monday.
I keep looking for my groove. Once I find it, the next semester will probably have started, then I will have to readjust again.
Just keep swimming…


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